Thursday, January 15, 2015

I Didn't Chose This Role

I am traveling a path that I don't know where it goes. I am 6 months into my new role of being a Widow. I am a 42 year old childless Widow. My main goal in life is to cultivate and develop the new person inside of me that wants to emerge. I am scared, however, I know that I cannot remain in my comfort zone if I want to achieve a new life. My life basically ended when my husband died and my 'future' was taken away.

So, I am a Widow trying to find her way in life. I have the want and drive to be happy and I have set goals for myself that I am trying to achieve. I am optimistically looking forward to this new life that I am forced to have. I didn't chose this role as Widow, but I need to make the best of it.